Hold on if you feel like letting go.

Okay, totally not the time to get all emotional and feel like crap.

But these are words I wished I told you, long ago.

Sometimes, I forget. Sometimes the pain is so bad, I can feel it physically. There are still nights where I cry myself to sleep.

I could probably say things like "All I ever wanted was for you to be happy".

But I guess that's kind of pointless.

Oh god.

I keep finding new lows.

I wish I wasn't so pathetic.

If I had a cape.

I would spread my arms and fly.

I would travel the world, visit the seas and pop by a couple of oceans.

I would tell you the colour of the sky is blue, green and a dash of redyelloworange.

I would skip jams, never be late.

I wouldn't mind the cold.

I would pretend to be a super hero.

To save you.

But I don't.

Oh well. Life.

I still want to save you though.