OH EM GEE.

...this accurately summarises my life right now.

JS2222 litreview is slowly but surely killing my brain cells. I STAYED UP 2HOURS MORE THAN I PLANNED YESTERDAY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT EXACTLY I COULD TRY TO WRITE TO SATISFY BOTH THE CRITERIA AND MY POMPUS PS-IFIED NEED TO WRITE PS-LIKE ESSAYS. also, I have this vvv strong urge to impress thiamthiam, cause achieving that would be like getting an A.

or better. A+ yo.

Some people earn respect without trying. Others need to learn to respect other first.

But anyways, the 2 hours was well spent, cause I now actually have a flow going on. But the chance to impress thiamthiam is flying away. NOT SO IMPT KAY. ND TO ACTUALLY WRITE SMTH FIRST YO.

To celebrate I am taking an underserved hour break. I use it to blog, stalk other blogs and feel emo. I put yellowcard's version of Don't You Forget About Me from their MTV performance on a loop and read this secondary school kid's blog and get all emo. CAUSE LIKE SHE WRITES SO WELL YO. BETTER THAN MANY OTHER UNIVERSITY-LEVEL WRITERS YO.

It's like, here as you listen to emo music, read stuff that smacks you in your face and tells you you fail at life so hard, because you have at least 5 years of education up hers and still she whups your ass with like 5 lines.

OH EM GEE. fail. fail at life.

Also. I am craving masala tea from Komala's. ARRRRGH. I JUST WANT TO STRIKE SOMETHING OUT.

So like I finally got the camera back.

But not the cable. SO SMART EVELYN. WAY TO GO YO. so no photos for my posts yet. =\

I think I used to have a life. It seems so far away, long ago.

I am up to neck with dealines and yet. Procrastination, life is your creation.

Project be nice not going too well. I manged not to be bitchy for the first 10mins of class though. I consider that an accomplishment. :D But still thiamthiam totally used me again. meh.

Parents decided to run off to Malaysia, failing to inform me till the day before and failing entirely to inform the brother. So romantic right? Except they're going there for qingming. =| As such, the house is vvvv empty. So beeg and only me.

DEADLINES EVELYN. START DOING TO KEEP CROSSING.

bitchywednesday was totally bitchy again.

THIAM THIAM TOTALLY USES ME FOR BITCHYNESS CAN.

And stereotype, i feel sort of kinda bad. but...whoops. 

BUT ANYWAYS. the new plan is to BE NICE. Like Kaiweewee or mh. 

BE NICE BE NICE BE NICE.

Also, coordinated PMS peoples. Guess who I've been hanging out too much with.

Recently I appear to be working very hard, being diligent. It's called catching up people.

Foodhunt tmr. I've just realised I am the unfit fat pig in my group of love birds.

GREAT. =\

oh wells. this is life.

Also I totally need my camera back.

I'm in the central library studying with mh. We haven't done this since we were year 1. 

It's like coming home.

I'm experiencing so many ups and downs now, happiness one moment, sadness and more often than not irritation.

So this feels good. This brings me back to when I was year 1 with more motivation to study. (less will, but more motivation. XD)

I'm happy. :)

When you're confused you do stupid things.

Stupid things that drag the people around you down with you.

I don't think they're confused like you are. They're just confused on how to help your confusion. So they get dragged along.

It's hurting people. It's hurting you.

You do things that break trust. I can't stand this trust situation.

I'm not supposed to be part of it. But I can't help getting sucked into it too.

But what do I know? I've never been confused.

Sometimes you just want to be selfish. To put yourself first.

Recently I seem to be doing it a lot more. Self-pity and all. I'm acting spoilt. And I probably am.

I really really like the national museum

...even if it hardly changes it exhibits. For one thing they really need to update the living galleries, or at least do some repairs, cause right now they seem more like the half-dead galleries.

But anyways, this photograph was taken cause I actually need to do a response paper for my HY mod. Which I should be doing. As the other 895857 things I should be doing. 

At least I'm not doing procrastinating stuff, like youtubing or playing retarded games on facebook. I am actually doing actual work. Quite like this rare feeling yo.

Anyway bitchywednesday once again, but this time it really isn't our fault ya know. She-shit was MAJOR BITCH today. I can't help ranting about AFDFGHJHFDSDFGHNBVFG people like that. Speak with fake accent think v beeeg issit? As 48 says, so SMALL anyway. (small what? guess guess neeh neeh)

Every holiday should have a little something like this.

...Well that was last week. As of now I am mugging my ass of for the two midterms I have tmr, of which I AM STILL NOT FINISHED.