I am not interested in getting married and having kids.

This really isn't so hard to understand is it? I absolutely hate it that because of my strong character that I need to get a husband so that I'll become 'softer', more lady like.

What in fucking hell.

If I ever date a guy who actually expects me to tone down and become a 小女人 to him, there is no way I'm marrying the guy.

It's not like I don't have expectations of the person I date/marry/whatever, but I am certainly not going to force that person to change certain aspects of their personality just to get married.

People change and mature and sometimes couples do it together. If I do tone down it's because probably/HOPEFULLY I've grown wiser and more mature. And I want to be a 小女人 to my partner because I think, I feel the person deserves to be treated gently and with love by me.

It's just the idea that every girl needs to meet Mr Right and become the girl behind the successful guy that irks me that much. Any perceived flaw of my personality would not, should not and will not be cured by marrying a guy.

4 inches.

Today I bought a pair of heels 4 inches high. Madness. Might actually be my steepest heels so far. But they cost only 10 bucks. I'll just wear them on and of in office. Hurhur. My legs look terribly awesome in them though. Should wear them for CNY totally.

A and WY gave birth over the weekend. I've never seen so many newborns in such a short span of time. They are terribly tiny. With tiny fingernails that freak the hell out of me. Haiyoh, but really very cute. Makes me realize how much some sort of company is sometimes what we all need.

Someone to give a hug. Someone to receive a hug from. Someone just to sit just by you and just, be there. Someone there to listen when you put on the Captain Obvious hat and comment on things like, shiny spoons and round sweets, floating balloons, blue skies and green trees.

Someone to be boring with?