Captain Planet





WAHAHAHAHAHA

nah yijia. this is for you. hahahas.

i have become a mugger.

nobody call me out this week. please don't. i have two mid sem tests this week and i really want to do well for them. and i'm terrified of the theater studies one cause it's a totally new subject with countless new words. OMG. so the next few days will be spent at nus CL. urgh. so fidz, if you're reading this we'll probably hang only after friday.

i need to be a mugger.

anyways i've just realised tmr i've got to go watch fundametally happy with mh and doirs for TS...again. seriously, ts is fun because of the practical but the time i spent on it is twice that of every other module.

urgh so many things to get done and i DON'T have enough time.

this travelling thing. i dislike it.

i want to change my blogskin. okay okay, totally random, but i've been thinking about it for a long time. =X

eh, next week is midsembreak! awesome, only the plans are piling up and all i really wanna do is sleep at home or hang ard with jiajun mhfidz and do nothing. absolutly nothing. sheesh.

attended 'the next wave' by one of the nus dance grp thingy. anyways, being not arty-farty, the only reason i signed up for it cause stacy and jennifer are in it, and i thought a majority of the tabola was going.

so imagine my pissness when stacey handed me 5 tics and said only the 4 guys and me were going. WTF.

and then justin and dickson decided they couldn't make it. WTF.

and on the very day, arsehole of a zhehong decided to GO HOME AND SLEEP.WTF.

so only me and zhiwei turned up.

we went in and followed the usheror to the SECOND ROW. WTF.

realised it was a sold out show so the fact that 2 of us had 4 empty seats in the 2nd row around was glaringly obvious.

T.T

seriously, i hate irresponsibility.

urgh. but anyway, 'the next wave' was really good. it was like 2 and a half hours long. but it was really good. i can't really appreciate dance since...i can't dance for nuts. but everything looked nice. so i guess for a layman like me, it was pretty damn good. hahas.

the imf world bank controversy of banning some activists and thus saying that singapore is being to strict and the usual blah….

seriously, would you want singapore to have this sort of super strict reputation or gain notoriety when the imf thingy gets blasted by some activists?
i personally dont mind singapore being too strict. if anything, it ensures safety. i'm not a noble hero or some passionate person with a course or even a rebel without a cause. i am a typical singaporean girl going through stages of life and looking forward to a semi-ambiguously-bright future. and there are many more like me out there.

it has been drilled into us. "singapore's only resource is her people." overused and cliché doesn't mean it's not true. it's too true. why should we fault the government for putting our safety first? should we risk the lives of not only the foreign delegates coming to singapore but the lives of the ordinary singaporean for a kinder softer reputation internationally?

people say that it's a form of restricting freedom or expression and speech.

this is not america. singapore is not a free country. we don't have freedom of speech.

but is that really a bad thing? is singapore ready for freedom of speech? to blatantly use mr tong ee's example, freedom of speech means having a random person come up to you(a christian) and state clearly "there's no such thing as god. you're dumb to believe in it", you as the christian must then believe that what he is saying is true to him. freedom of speech is allowing a racist chinese to go up to a malay and say his race are made of dumb people.

can the singapore society handle such freedom? with our multi-religious and multi-racial society, i think not.

lack of freedom of speech, expression, harsh reputation, being made butt of jokes as having sticks in our asses.
i take these any day rather than risking the safety and the delicate balance our society has excelled in.

i was on the train, my dear mp3 dead when all of a sudden....

the parapara sakura theme song started playing. it was some middle-aged man who stared at his phone while the damn music played for a good minute before picking it up.

immediatly visions of aron kwok in tight hot pink top and tight white jeans/ shiny leather pants, started assulting my mind.

what have i done to deserve this?


anyways, exciting news!!! TMNT are gonna have a moooooovie!! weee. TMNT as in teenage mutant nija tutrles. seriously, did anyone my age not watched it back when we were spawns of the devil (kids)? i loved it. i miss it!! i miss their rat shifu and the constant eating of pizza. WAHAHAHAHAHAS.

squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ahem. watched 'the devil wears prada' today with jia. i love it. i love it's cheesy lines. i love how valentino made a cameo. i love the many starbucks coffee although i am a coffeebean girl. i love the many many many pretty shoes. i love steroetypically gay designer and the pathetic 1st assistent. i love the not-so-evil miranda and the lovely andy. HAHAHAHAHAS. i want to watch it again. now.

i was very nice to yijia today. i shall be very nice to elaine tmr.

wahahahahahahahahahas.

i'm beginning to ponder on the exsistence of this blog.

seriously, my entire are getting all shallow...not that i want to go all zen and deep. but it's getting to the point of being a 'i-went-out-to-when-with-who-and-did-what-today' kind of blog. feeling the urge to blog i was thinking about what i would type from my entry and all that could appear in my shamelessly shallow head was to re-tell all that i did on sunday since i went out with amy, may and xz. i no longer rant or even comment about whats going on around me.

is that good? does that mean my life is stable and comfortable? does it mean i'm happy? who knows? ironically not me.

uni life is....just like what everyone said it would be. attending lectures, attending tutorials, spending hours in the CL and fighting the lunch crowd. it's almost like jc. only the lectures are much more entertaining (whether it be the lecture being interesting or the people watching), tutorials are much more stimulating (esp ps. you just argue and argue and argue), the CL is waaaaaaay more conducive to study in than any library and the lunch crowd is....just as annoying.

and now i must kill another 40mins before my 1st tutorial of the day starts at nine.