It makes me want to love somebody.

Sometimes I wonder what it's like, to buy dinner for two.

Take my hand.

Let's travel the world. Pretend to have no worries.

We'll walk down the avenue and take two lefts.

Forget that there's a path, that leads us back.

Go on, be young.

We could go on forever, if only you wanted to.

There's nothing to consider, just where to take the next step.

Blink and miss the sunset, but it's okay, there's always another day.

Today I learned a few things.

1. There will always be weird people.

2. You appear weird to many others as well.

3. I am not as bitchy as I think.

4. At least not as gossipy.

5. Good times at a good cafe.

6. I have friends for life. :)

7. You can find joy in the simplest of things.

8. And at the same, the most cruel and heart breaking.

9. What can never be will not be.

10. Let go.

FML so hard.

Today I slipped on a puddle of mud. And FELL into the same god damned puddle of mud.

My jeans and my bag was covered WITH A LAYER OF MUD. Like super gross can?

ewwewwwewww. Had to walk to the nearest toilet near LT11 to wash everything away. DAMN GROSS and troublesome. And now my bag smells like soil. Earthy kind of smell. Not smelly or foul....just really earthy.

Mud also dries up surprisingly fast.

Camy and I have come to the conclusion that we are honest people, we designate bitchy to other more deserving people.

Used to.

I used to make my parents so proud.

For the last 6 years all I've felt like is a failure.

I must be really hard to like.

I feel like no lover, friend or family can truly understand and like me.

Or care enough to.

Ego booster.

Job hunting is depressing and tiring.

So I need an ego booster, and this is what I remember.

At the start of the last semester in NUS, bear and I had a tutorial to facilitate. Which you know, sounds pretty easy, except its a level four module. So a few things.

1. The damn thing was supposed to last 3 hrs. THREE WHOLE HOURS

2. I like my professor and would love to impress him.

3. Partly cause while being nice and encouraging, he's also a very fair marker = would not hesitate to give you a C.

4. Module mates are pretty smart too.

5. I JUST WANT TO IMPRESS AND FEED MY OWN EGO LIKE I AM DOING NOW OKAY?

Point was, we stressed about it and worked on it and read up and came up with stuff and at the end emobrand asked the class to applause the 'fearless leaders'.

FEARLESS LEADERS

:):):)

Okay, back to resumes.

Sometimes glass glitters more than diamonds because it has more to prove.

I am so glad I am slowly but surely rediscovering my love for reading good books.