i have proof i am not a vampire.

i don't like the taste of human blood. especially mine. =S

see, i went to the dentist today. appearantly i had bit into some super-assed hard biscuit. so my bottom left last tooth cracked. i.e. it needed to be pulled out. =(((

that was one HARD biscuit cause the dentist showed me my tooth....woah. it was...in two pieces!!!

anyways, what comes with pulling teeth out?

BLOOD.

lot's of it.

well, it's been 3 hours, i've no more gauze to bite on and the amount of blood coming out is minimal....still everytime i swallow, i taste blood. in fact, i can smell blood when i open my mouth. and the hole is itching, but i can't scratch it. it's also slightly aching, but the anesthesia hasn't worn off so it's contributing more to the itching. meeeh.

my megawatt smile however isn't affected. =DDDDDDDDD

i need some sort of vid cam which can record spontaneous priceless moments.

what is priceless?

.....

dear xiaojun's face when she stepped out of her tutorial class and saw me and jia flashing megawatt smiles at her.

i will never forget that look. XD

me and jia are brilliant evil sneaky plotters...who have rather good sense of directions. we made it all the way to her tutorial room without getting lost..or asking anybody for help. HAHAHAS. we are the awesome.
andjunissodamnfunnywhenshocked.

anyways, we headed to town sans jun cause she had like 3more hours of school...and we didn't. amazingly we walked the whole of far east and i could not find the clutch or bag i've been dying to get. i did however get amazingly pretty shoes.

pretty pretty.

they will be saved for CNY tho.

preeetty.

i love the CL.

when productivity drops to zero at home, i get LOADS done in the CL. i shall be hidding there from now on. it is my new hangout place.

HAHAHAHAS.

oh. carrick is back. he talked to me and mh for a while...totally made me wanna go on an overseas exchange programme. =X

i am infinitly irritated by myself.

and at some people. DO YOUR JOB PROPERLY!

lazy bums.

PRESSURE I NEED PRESSURE!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i want to whine. dsfobnsdofgovjdenafoalsrnbgfvntgveijdntbjeazsnfdbtngdjnbednjk

i wish i had motivation. self-motivation. sheesh.

over the weekend i drove from serangoon to tuas to jurong point.

busy roads? no prob.
highways? no prob.
expressways? no prob.
sharp turns? no prob.
basement carparks??? OMGWTFH

but i got through it with the hippo car un-hurt. *hurraaaay*
but i hate those humps. humps are not supposed to be that bumpy. they can be high, but still they are gentle. not high and so steep.

sooo annoying.

i met chunying today. nice morning suprise. she is as hyper as ever. nice to know some things never change.

i am still rather irritated at myself now.

and it's growing.

i got a rose today. me and helen ('you SUCK my intelligence away!!') were eating at engine cafe when those nussu people went around giving roses. so rich eh? they're real roses. me and helen were like...and what do we do with them now.

well, it's sitting at my desk in a water bottle, because i don't have a vase for one stalk of rose. all my house has are gigantic ones which my mum uses once a year during chinese new year.

i am going to go sulk now.

can i shamelessly say i love having many many many friends in NUS?

seriously, those coming in next sem, go for camps. go for rag. go for anything before entering NUS. it makes your life so much easier. you see friendly faces everywhere. just a few days back i was whinning about having to attend lectures by my lonely self, and now, at the end of my school week, i have found friends for each of my lectures!! even ps2248 contemporary politics in china!! i met sophie there!!! and sophie is fun! and crazy! hahahas.

and now for some shameless publicity for dear elaine/menghui/applie. she has a blog shop. visit it. i command you.

http://this-is-rara-avis.blogspot.com/

hehehes.

i gave up the offer to stay at KR hall.

i got the call to ask me to move in by this week yesterday. call it cold feet, but i spent the night talking to people staying in hall and weighing the pros and cons.

it basically got down to two main points.

1 the strongest reason why i wanna stay in hall is to experience it...have the feel of being independent... but seriously, the way i coop myself in my room, it's almost as if i stay alone. i mean i hardly ever step out of my room. i love my room.

2 i am not willing to use my cap as a bet. not ever. cap is a cruel and evil system that punishes anyone who so much as let their grades drop for any ONE module for any ONE semester. i will never use my cap as a bet.

it's like what ML said, rejecting the place will make the heart ache/itch, but it'll just be for a short while and its over. but playing with the cap is gonna haunt me forever.

my heart itches right now, but it's a choice i'm not gonna regret.

urgh. CORS.

well, i finally got my five mods. each cost me 1pt. hahas. damn lucky lah me. next sem i am sooo gonna declare major. takes away so much stress.

so, tadaaa.... next sem i'll be doing

1 Japanese Studies
2 New Media
3 Sociology
4 PS: Government and Politics in Singapore
5 PS: Politics in Contemporary China

and no, i will not be reading chinese readings for my last module. seriously, it's everyone's first reaction. T_T

seesh. anyway, juan msged me telling me i got in KR but it's either block A or D. fine. whatever. i'll move in. if i like it yay, if i don't i shall be a phantom and move out after one sem. hmfp.

it's 7am. why am i awake?

because i haven't slept.

yes, i haven't slept.

i was up the whole night youtubing. why? because my hols are ending and bidding for modules is really pissing me off. i admit, it's a much better system then queuing up at 6am outside the lecturer's office. still, it is waaay too complicated and freaking annoying.

anyway,

as much as i am bored by the holidays and want school to start, i love slacking. i love being a shutin-youtubing-sleeping person. so i'm making the best out of what little time i have left to being such a person. when school starts, the focus has to be 110% on school. getting B+s is easy in NUS Aceing stuff is hard. and i wanna ace. i really want too. quite badly. so i'll enjoy myself fully, to the point where i'll be sick of enjoying myself and can fully devout myself to my studies.

hell, i am so put off by the KR screw up plus the fact that staying in hall would effectively kill any spare time i have (which should be spent on mugging-related stuffs), i think i'm gonna reject even if they give me a place. unless they give me the original place. urgh.

anyways, been pretty busy, meeting up with people and stuff. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. even if i'm the non-birthday remembering, non-present giving type of person, i love hanging out with friends. which is why jia, we totally have to make that chinatown date even tho we keep procrastinating. XP

this reminds me of the mrt inccident on monday when i went to changi airport( WTF? may's idea. hahas) with yeo may and xz. everyone who knows me well enough knows my pet peeve is the fact that so many retards in singapore don't understand the simple logic that is "if people in the train can't get out, you can't go in. so fucking stop blocking the entrance by standing right smack in the middle of the tain doors" the nice mrt staff people have kindly drawned neon yellow lines to guide you where to stand. OPEN YOUR EYES DAMNIT. i mean it's not like those who unceremoniously block the doors are the elderly or the uneducated. THEY ARE FUCKING WORKING ADULTS. you! YOU in your smart looking suit, carrying the professionally looking bag are actually commiting such an ungracious act. don't you feel ashamed.
urgh. i have digressed. anyway the inccident was that as usual retards were blocking the doors, so the people inside had to FORCE/SHOVE/PUSH their way out. they would have been stuck in the train otherwise. while society dictakes forcing/shoving/pushing people out of the way is a big booboo, these people are pretty much excused since retards are not allowing them to alight. but appearantly there are bigger retards in singapore. this china-chinese guy actually had the guts to openly complain to his friend about the people forcing their way out to be people without 'gong1 de2'

FUCKING ASSHOLE. you were one of the retards BLOCKING their exit and you actually dare to complain about others being ungracious? if someone shoved you out of the way for no reason, that guy is at fault. BUT YOU WERE BEING UNGRACIOUS AT FIRST AND BLOCKING THE OTHER PERSON, LEAVING THE OTHER PERSON NO CHOICE BUT TO SHOVE RETARDS LIKE YOU OUT OF THE WAY!!! talk about 'e4 ren2 xian1 gao4 zhuang4'

let's set the record straight. i don't hate china-chinese. i don't love them, or have a very good impression of them. i get irritated by their spoken english, and chinese for that matter, but they're probably irritated by singlish anyway. in fact i have met nice china-chinese. like that random china girl i met on flag day this year. the one who bought me a bottle of water and donated like 9 bucks worth of coins into my tin.

it's just... people like the retard from the train is one of the reason why most singaporeans have bad opinions of china-chinese. why don't people understand that people GENERALISE. which is way i hate going on tours overseas. i mean i love the travelling and stuff, but the ugly side of singaporeans which we glance over here in singapore, becomes glaringly obvious overseas. it's like giving singaporeans a bad name.

urgh, anyway, even if that mrt-china-retard was a singaporean, the urge for me to slap him would have been just as strong.

i'm not trying to be a prat here, i'm not saying i'm the most curteous person in singapore, but a little graciousnous from each of us can go a long way yanno. ( in fact it's more logic then manners)

o.o

just in time?

hahahas.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!