Thursday, November 24, 2005

i tried watching tv.

i tired reading lord of the flies.

i tired playing maple.

i tired just surfing the net aimlessly.

it's no use.

the guilt remains.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

exams are over. if only my mind and body felt that way.
i keep thinking i haven't studied this and that. i that i shouldn't be enjoying myself. that i should be doing something more productive.

i'm not letting myslef slack. =(
my legs hurt.

after the longest 1hr and 15mins of my life, i pranced out of school happily giving yeo a call and screaming 'IT'S OVER IT'S OVER' into her ears and got a few weird stares from passer-bys. but they matter not. met with jia who suffered under the hands of an inefficient cabby, at far east.

fareast-wisma-taka-paragon-heeren-cine-heeren-paragon-wisma-wheelock-all the fucking way to the new og-centerpoint.

yes, we walked that much. not good for legs which have become accustomed to sitting down for straight hours(as we attempt to study).

but we bought lot's of stuff(new robbie cd!!), ate like the piggies we actually are and took the MOST spaz neoprints we have in a far too long time.

bleah. am so sick of town right now. must go other places. AHHHHHHHHHHH

like the zoo. i wanna go zooooooo. zooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

yijia was irritating me today. first i was telling her about my bizzare dream and she laughed so hard we forgot to look for the mediveil(sp?) stuff at kino. then she refused to ask me 'why' when i told her too. AND LASTLY i had a chocolate light sabre from m&s and she kept holding it and using it to point at stuff.

GIMMIE BACK MY LIGHT SABRE!!!!!!

oooh, and we saw this ultra cool darth vader calendar at hmv. i want it. must have it. i was like really speechless when i saw it lahs. it just cut me halfway as i was telling yijia stuff. i need it. give it to me.

i am such a geek.

and my legs need a massage.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

because simyee is bored and not studying for our last paper like she should. and i indulge her. stand in awe at my genirousity

Rules of the game:
1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this,and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1. i talk to myself. inner me is so much wittier then i'll ever be.
2.i don't like the way babies smell.
3.i like to collect stuff.
4.i like to see blood coming out from my cuts. (okay this is becoming digusting)
5.i have 13 barbie dolls in perfect condition from my childhood cause i played more with my brother's transformers and hot wheels. hot wheels rock.

hmmmmm mah 5 people shall be menghui, yap, cj, may and stella. wahahaha. fear me.

is less than 24 hours i will be in town. i will be screaming my head off. i will be shooping till i blow my acc. i will be pigging out like a famine victim. i will be doing absolutly anything that hits me.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Monday, November 21, 2005

you tear down everything i hold sacred, everything i believe in.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

i do not want to watch the new harry potter movie.
people who know me well will gasp and wonder, ala chiken little, if the sky if falling. or why the sky is still blue.

but i do not want to watch the new harry potter movie.

i refuse to believe that anyone can turn the super thick book into a movie which lasts 150mins. it is not possible.

unless there is major screwing up of scenes and changing the roles of charactors.

i am a die hard fan.(even if i haven't read the 6th book cause we know it sucked compared to the rest) i like it when they stick to the book. like how i was infinitly pissed when they broguth elves to the battle of helms depp(sp?) in lotr. THEY KILLED SO MANY PRETTY ELVES WITH SHINY HAIR!!! and the meaning of the elves wanting to leave middle earth was completely loss with that one scene. like how although 'a beautiful mind' is a good movie, they totaly romaticised john nash(they didn't even touch on his gay-ness!!).

books are always much better. meeh.

and i don't understand how jay chou won the best newcomer award for initial d. all he had to do was to have one facial expression for almost the whole movie. then cry a little as he drove a car at the end.

WHAT ACTING?!?!?!?!?!?

not that i don't like him. i admit i was even a little crazy about him. his songs are catchy and he has some sort of charisma(or maybe everyone just wants one good look at his forehead. it's always covered by his hair...). i just don't think he can act. like jerry yen cannot sing. for the love of god, the guy cannot sing.

it really gives new meaning to the sounds a pig makes before being killed.

meeh. i shall go watch chiken little which will probably be disappointing because disney doesn't make movies which live up to it's hype anymore, then get the corspe bride dvd and enjoy tim burton at his best. wee.

now all i have to do is get over the A's.

which is hard, since i'm in play mode now. which is also very bad becuase although tmr is chem mcq and my last paper is bio mcq....i still have the dreaded paper3 options topic of bio. that requies intense concentration and memory work. i have to do well in bio....econs is a gonner. i wrote crap. frnkgnthbgjh. crap.

meeh. idontwannastudyanymore

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

i don't blog much anymore do i. hmm.
took a cab to school today. the taxi driver was very funny. i told him nanyang junoir college and so he was driving along happily when i realised we missed our turn. having much misplaced faith in our cabbies i said nothing and assume he had another faster route. but he just kept driving straight on. so i asked him which route he's taking cause my school is the other way from where you're drving to. in which he replied, 'there, just straight ahead and we'll reach SERANGOON junoir college'
hahas, told him it was nanyang and he was so flustered thinking he had made me late for my exam. hahas, was pretty funny. in the end only charged me 10bucks instead of the 15 on the meter. wahahas. funny things like these always happen to me on cabs.

Monday, November 7, 2005

was studying with mh and she was lisentning to 933 when the chinese version of numanuma(does any use the original name anymore?) sung by some high pitched girl.(for the record it wasn't nice and made my hair stand).

so the numanuma thing has finally reached singapore(or the non-internet geeks) what with this song and the annoyingly cute chicken little trailer. hahs.

anyway, i was telling mh about how what 3 goog looking guys couldn't do, a fat guy dancing in his chair could.
that is to bring the song up the charts.
appearantly this song only got famous when the fat guy posted his vid to newgrounds. i must say i am much amused.

well, tmr is finally the start of my exams. from here as evelyn i shall wish everyone having exams tmr(yes even you annoying sisteen year olds) good luck and all the best.

am i prepared? well i'm as prepared as i can be(not as i should be tho. =x) and can only hope for the best. i'm not as stressed up as i thought i'll be. from my history i should be hysterical. hahs. all well, wish me luck people. i'm going for the A levels.

ms peh is sweet. she sent a sms to all of us wishing us luck.

...lkk did it too. but his was full of bad singlish. and it gave me the creeps....i shall not think about it.

Thursday, November 3, 2005

i am beat. like physically and mentally. i should be like doing synapse now. all the Ca ions and Na ions. blah blah blah. i shall take some coffee and do it later. i need to stone and do mindless stuff like blogging.

meeh. poor elaine has been getting the blunt of my increased whinnings and fiascos as the A's loom nearer. i've been whinning to her every night. hahas. poor kid. and when we study together i end up anooying her by doing stupid stuff. you're a dear kid, thanks.

used mah dad's phone to msg may. the girl stop replying halfway. i know it's midnight girl, but i immensly dislike being left hanging. when you come back you are so dead kid. and why post pics of where you're staying? definitly more interested in the poeple you've been hanging with, hahs.

urgh. i'm ready for A's to be over. i want to go out and play. go take the dumb hippo bus yijia insists on taking. go to the zoo with amys serene and xz and eat ben&jerrys as we watch polar bears swim(weee). go hang out with elaine and fidz. go have an OG outing. go do stuff.
just get my life back. is that too much to ask?
sigh

i realised when complaining to elaine about (suprisingly)non-A's stuff, that i have alot of pet peeves. and the kid keeps emphasizing that i'm morbid. let's not forget even ms peh thinks i'm cynical. hahs. there is no hope for me.

i shall now go scan stuff for yy before she starts bugging me again
this is purely a birthday post.
shijia and may on the 29th
yap on the 30th and
just yesterday, was menghui.
weeeeeeeeee, you guys are finally 18. that was a looooooooong wait. hahas.
happy birthday to all you kids. love you guys to pieces. wee.