Monday, January 25, 2010

Smile like nothing's going to stop you.

If I could, I'll surround myself with smiles, all day all night.

Because then you'll be smiling all day all night.

We'll never feel sad, or need to cry or take lonely walks and have moody thoughts.



But then what's the point?

Thursday, January 21, 2010

D=

I FEEL SO HELPLESS.




I want to cry.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

It's not alright.

I'll smile and say okay, everything is fine, it's alright.

I'll take whatever you give, your silence, your pulling away.



But it's not okay. I'm not alright.

I have reasons for being overwhelming.

I remember the days of light. Clearly as if I was there once again, I don't have to close my eyes. I wish I could forget everything, stop these mind games. I treat you with honesty, I just want that back.

There are times when I am so lonely.

I want to see the great green lands, the hills and sparkling ocean. Did you know the ocean sparkles? So bright it'll hurt your eyes. But you can't look away.



Monday, January 11, 2010

Reason 23 for my photo count.