Bigger person

Increasingly I find myself telling myself to be the bigger person. To not get jealous and to not think badly of others. But sometimes it's so hard and the I wonder if its worth it.

I tell myself I can always choose to be happy, but am I being blind and not protecting myself?


At the end of the day I am happier not caring, I am definitely not the kind to mull and wallow in unhappiness. My personality simply doesn't allow this. But I can help being extra sensitive and annoyed by myself.

Be happy with what I have, because for some reason, others who have it better than me are seemingly less happy than me.


Then again, it's from my point of view that they have it better. Perhaps to them, they have it worst.

I will probably never know and there is no point angst-ing over things I will never know, cannot change.

Let's focus on what I can change, can do.

Moving on.

There's no need to explain, to give excuses, to make apologies.


This is us moving on, like how they would have wanted.







I think.

I'd like to believe.

Me time

This entire weekend was mostly me time. Aside from spending few choice meal with my family. I really needed it, to not listen to anyone. To do what I need/want/should do. It was really a chance for myself to catch up with me.

The next few weeks are going to get challenging at work. And it's uphill all the way till June.

/GAME FACE ON.