still in semi-hibernation mode.
so the pass few days have been spent pondering and looking around the uni wedsites and handbooks. even went to the career fair only to be met with an alarming amout of information and an offer to 'share with me the career prospects on insurence'. i've pretty much settled my decisions. kudos to jia, my dad and the ever blur ms peh x)
ms peh's real nice, she was about to call me cause she was really worried about me. but i called her first for some advice.
what i realised from my conversation with her is well.....i've been thinking that i've come to terms with my results. appearantly not. my voice cracked talking to her about my disappointment. i didn't end up sobbing over the phone...it's just weird how i'm pretty much alright. i don't hole myself up in my room sobbing my eyes out. i don't spend hours on end sulking and thinking of 'what if's. life for me pretty much goes on. but when i spoke to ms peh, it was just overwhelming. it's weird. but yijia says it happens.
and a hug goes to the other jia, shijia, for her support. =)
i'm just proud of the way i'm coping with it. not sitting around wallowing in self pity, but being more pro-active and expanding my options.
the world doesn't stop spinning ya know.
so i watched 'a wicked tale' and ' e'Tzaintes ' both amateur low-budget films by Tzang Merwyn Tong. this guy is seriously screwed. and that's a complement. it's creepy, raw, sometimes cheesy and downright screwed. it's bloody addictive. i like them. definitly not for you mh, but i do recomend you watch it.
in fact everybody should watch it, unless you don't have intellect, like people who do not know what intellect means.