i'm in hibernation.

so my results were...not terrible, but definatly not good. can say it's like damn average. C for every subject. yes i was damn crushed. it felt terrible and all i wanted to do was cry. my only saving grace was gp, i got a B3.

i'm not ashamed of my results, i do believe i got what i deserved. although i'm very disappointed with my bio and especailly my math, i do feel i could have done better had i study..well not harder...but smarter. but it's over. the main thing to focus now is getting into a uni. mh, jia and my dad agree that i still have a chance with NUS's arts and social science because of my gp results. i'm just gonna try everything. a last resort would be an overseas education.

it's not the end of the world for me.

but still, i'm in hibernation. i'm not ashamed of my results, but i'm just not ready to face people. i know alot of my friends out there are worried for me cause i still haven't contacted you guys. but i'm fine really. sad? yes. disappointed? yes. but i'm fine. i just can't cope with that kind of 'pity faces' from people when i tell them my results. i'm just not ready. i need little more time to get over my results, sulk and just wallow in self-pity. thanks for your concern guys.

a special thank you to jia and mh for being there when i needed you the most. esp to jia for taking a cab to my sch when i asked even if you did get lost on the way. =) love you guys.

so i'm off back into hibernation, wont be blogging much...see ya.