urgh. i haven't slept a wink in more than 28hrs and FOR GOD'S SAKE i can't bloody fall asleep. sometimes i hate my body clock.

this week was rough. driving everyweek. but i still fail the bloody test because of the dumbassed vertical parking which i nail perfectly almost everytime and have never even touched the bloody pole, i actually mounted the damn kerb. fuck lah. during the warm up it was already different. i knew it. the car was the same model, i use the same benchmarks, but fuck. my dad was like maybe you were nervous. right i freaked out before the test but i was pretty calm during it. proof? i nailed everything else and recieved a grand total of 2 demerit points after the test. but the dumbass mount kerb was an immediate failure. ahh, fuck. it's like, i can't blame the testor, he didn't make me feel stressed. i can't blame the car (theoratically). i'm not sure i can even blame myself. urgh. which is why i'm pissed. really pissed.

to cheer me up, jia and jun watched pirates with me. (don't worry fidz, i can rewatch it) it was pretty funny, since being fans, me and jia knew this was a middle film. as in, no real conclusion. but jun went in expecting a full movie and was of course bummed out about the ending. XD hahahas. poor kid. well, at least we were seating in a theater full of blonde head people. hahahas. i love great world city on weekday mornings and afternoons. =)

after that, i went home for a futile attempt to nap since i had the tabola(nus og) gathering at fookchee dickson's house. it was all the way at pasir ris can. -_- me and mh arrived like damn late, thanks to her job which i hate. anyways, it was pretty silly and fun. spent the whole night playing dumb games, gossiping in code, played more dumb games and did plenty of random conversations. XD hahahas. as (if i'm not wrong) brandon put it, we found out more about certain people in this one night than we did in the 5 days camp. hahs.

i got accepted to be a freshie councillor for oweek. almost everyone in my og who signed up got in. hahs. this will be awesome. XD

and now i must continue my futile attempt at napping before rushing off to tuition. urgh. i beg myself to sleep.