Screw up.

I screwed up badly at work today. Like I've been telling everyone, it's my fault only not really. I'm new so there are a lot of details I'm unaware of. And I'm unaware that I am unaware. Objectively it's still my fault.

If I did more research, look further and deeper, had more foresight I could have prevented it.

Instead my strongest excuse is I was unaware. How stupid is that.

And the guilt. The problem with being in hr is that you screwing up, means screwing with people's career, life. Not just myself. It would be much easier if so.