And so it begins

GE was announced today. I kind of just want to hole up and cry about the amount of work, the 17 billion gazillion things waiting for me to do. I need a break. I've planned it already.

Doing this job made me realised how much I've just been shoved into deep waters. Sometimes I just want to shout out loud, "NEED HAND HOLDING NOT READY. WILL NEVER BE READY." Insecurity and stress.

It can be a few things.

1 insecurity eating me up

2 I'm lonely. very.

3 in need in need in need.

4 tired.

5 dont want to face the world.

6 I could be so much happier.

This entry is not coherent. But it's been a while since I have been.

I wish I was away now.