Doing this job made me realised how much I've just been shoved into deep waters. Sometimes I just want to shout out loud, "NEED HAND HOLDING NOT READY. WILL NEVER BE READY." Insecurity and stress.
It can be a few things.
1 insecurity eating me up
2 I'm lonely. very.
3 in need in need in need.
4 tired.
5 dont want to face the world.
6 I could be so much happier.
This entry is not coherent. But it's been a while since I have been.
I wish I was away now.