Okay, after moping for an hour odd, I have rationalized.

There is no point in mopping. I'm just wasting my holidays here. I shall just take this as a motivation to work hard and fully enjoy what I'm studying next sem.

I don't think I can ever hit a cap of 4.0 now, so it kind of brings down the expectation and stress level. I will do what I enjoy and actually enjoy it. :D