i tried watching tv.

i tired reading lord of the flies.

i tired playing maple.

i tired just surfing the net aimlessly.

it's no use.

the guilt remains.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

exams are over. if only my mind and body felt that way.
i keep thinking i haven't studied this and that. i that i shouldn't be enjoying myself. that i should be doing something more productive.

i'm not letting myslef slack. =(