How long can I hide, how long can I avoid.

Haven't been feeling all that snazzy recently, despite excellent company. When I'm with people I'm all smilely and really happy. But when I'm alone...all well.

Maybe it's the stress of having so many things on my mind for the upcoming SEP. It's come to a point where I don't want to go.

I still do. I still want to step out of my comfort zone.

But you know, it's the stepping out that's hard.

Not the adapting and changing and viewing.

The stepping.

Dental appointment tmr. Night.