had a triumph gathering at kathy's house (OMG so big and the dogs, the doooogs). had steamboat. hahahas, it was great fun. we had like a ton of leftover food so we played games and the loser had to eat one bowl worth of food.

i swear, my position had bad fengshui. me and zeren(sat beside me) kept losing lahs. we like take turns to lose can?!?!?! OMG bad fengshui baaaaaad fengshui. we ended up having to eat damn a lot can. but kinda got smart later on and teamed up to help each other. meeeeeeeeeh.

ooh, doris was a dear, she wrote me two cards and gave me a notebook with cars on the cover. the sweetie pie.

it kinda made me feel guilty. cause i'm not the birthday-remembering-present-giving kind of person.

i do like to recieve presents (i mean who doesn't) but......i'm just not that sweet thoughtful kind of person. i mean, yah i buy, fret about, make the effort to get awesome gifts for my friends. but...

argh. i guess only a couple of people know what i'm talking about now.

anyways, my family is kinda pushing me to drive them around in my dad's car, to which i replied "cannot. too many people will die. when it's just me and the dad/brother it's just the 2 of us. maybe then i'll drive" i am an all out whimp. the dad's car is big. i call it the hippo car. I AM TERRIFIED OF DRIVING IT.

I AM NOT GOOD AT DRIVING.

butineedtogetthehangofitonedaysomaybewheni'mbraverorwhen
thedadandbrothergetfedupandstartnaggingatmemaybetheni'lltry.

until then.