This is just going to be a random post of things amusing me right now.

Omg this kitty. Pathetic kitties are the most fun.

I recently read a very disturbing interpretation of Totoro. You can read it here.

I am currently lusting over an 18 year old. How excellent.

So my daily life is now:

1. wake up. feel like shit.
2. spend more than 8 hours working
3. i.e. being a nanny. 
4. rush home and a million bitchy thoughts in my head.
5. contemplate buying stuff from the supermarket.
6. eat dinner.
7. tumblr images of reallyhot18yearold.
8. watch the occasional kitty video and have more motherly instincts than when watching baby video.
9. however watching baby and kitty? This baby is just SMOTHERING the cat.
10. pass out 
11. repeat.

Weekends are precious and wonderful. Mainly because I am still keeping up with Japanese, although barely. And I get to meet people I like. And hang out. And catch up and pig out and essentially just enjoy each other's company.

Companionship. 

Stop and listen.

Adele - Rolling in the Deep (Piano/Cello/Vocal Version feat. Amanda Scot...


Alright, I can seriously just spend hours listening to the Piano Guys.

You don't know how much you meant to so many of us.

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

There is so much I miss about you. But the most heartbreaking thing is I've grown so much and you never had the chance. Never got to live past 15, do the things you wanted to do, could do could become.

What could have been.