Flyday Friday once again

I seem to finally be settling down at work. So much so I actually have the time to blog at work now. Or it might just be not a peak period for my branch now. Whatever the reason, I'm glad I'm finally catching up. So much less of those painfully awkward moments now, even if they will never really truly be over. but I can settle for less. Less is more.

Fidz's wedding is on Saturday and I am actually pretty excited for it even if I have been bitching about it for weeks. I think I'm only starting to comprehend what it'll be like to witness her and James exchange vows. I've know the girl since I was 15 and to date my image of her largely sparks from the image of us as 15-16 year olds in our blue factory worker uniforms. Knowing Fidz, it probably won't be very emotional, especially since they've actually been married since August. But still, in my heart I know I am actually a giant sap and Saturday will be a magical day all in it's own way.

Below is my favourite kitty photograph of the moment. It was one of the many noraneko I saw in Japan. But this lazy affectionate sweetheart was actually on a mountain, at the Fushimi Inari Shrine. Oh how nice it would be to lead a kitty's life. I actually think a perfect holiday right now would be,

• awesome possum weather, which in my terms mean cold weather.
• in a city with bright lights and tiny alleys.
• things around my neck would include a scarf and a camera.
• snapping photographs of stray kitties.
• the most awesome of company.

Clearly I need a holiday.

Don't you just miss the yesteryears?

We don't have sand playgrounds in our HDB estates anymore. As much as I dislike sand, I do miss those playgrounds. I remember a lot of digging. Not the most fun of things to do, but there you go, lots of digging.

Kittydom.

Feeling sort of/slightly/minutely/perhaps lonely right now. If only I had a kitty to cuddle up to. Unfortunately all I saw was some hit and run photos of tiny kitties instead. Damnit, the things in facebook. ):

Spent the awesome public holiday with the family, with lots of sleeping and eating and basically being a bed/couch/chair potato. Holidays like that are awesome, especially in this weather. Meowmeow.

I also read up a lot on the history of hip hop feuds. Because it was great fun. And also very interesting that wikipedia was filled with gangsta speak. I shall now cozy up with a good book and a good drink. Yummy yummy yummy.

End of the four year wait.

And today was slightly uncomfortable. Slightly awkward. Slightly lets-avoid-the-elephant-in-the-room. Things have changed, we are not the same. SO much to say and nothing to say at all as well.

But it's ten precious steps forward today. And maybe you couldn't tell, but I haven't felt so happy in a while.

It was so good meeting you, so good talking to you, so good being bitchy, so good getting into trouble, so good, just simply talking to you.

I have missed this so.

Teddy bear crisps, strawberry milk.

And I'm crossing my fingers and toes so hard for tomorrow you have no idea.

One day it will all be too late.

So let's live today and tomorrow. Live in the way of no regrets.

I love my family, more than you will ever know.

I love my friends, more than they will ever know.

I love my life, more than I will ever know.

Use me, abuse me.

Throw me away.